'Even how he looks so down on me for my tape and brings it up all over town, all over the media, thanks for reminding people once again,' Kim continued. Kris, however, tried to remain zen about it - saying that people can't control others before adding that Kanye was 'doing this to himself.' In a confessional, Kim said that, at this point, she automatically assumes 'everything I text Kanye is gonna be put on the internet,' adding that while she can handle the drama, she was also 'really heartbroken for my mom' for having to deal with 'so much' as well. 'Even through all the craziness of everything Kanye says about us, I never comment, I never post, he has made up the most insane narrative about you and the tape and we stay silent through all the lies, all the stuff.' You know when you're just on the verge of tears and if feels like your throat, like you're about to cry? That's how I felt all day,' said Kim. 'I spent my whole morning having an anxiety attack, I felt like I just couldn't breathe all day. Toward the end of the hour, she had another, more emotionally-charged conversation with her mother, following a 2022 incident where West leaked text messages between himself and Kim to Instagram in which he slammed her mother, Kardashian's sex tape and Pete. Kim Kardashian Opens Up About Parenting Challenges She went on to suggest Kanye was even to blame for one of her psoriasis flareups - exclaiming, 'Tell the father of my children to stop acting up and then I won't stress out and get psoriasis!' In the same conversation, she went on to tell her mother Kris Jenner that she wanted to 'stay single' for a bit, loves 'being alone' and wished she could 'just live my life and not date or date dive people if I want to!' 'Who's ever gonna want to date me? I've got four kids, I'm in my 40s, oh my god, who's gonna want to deal with the dramz? But my person will be like, F- all that. 'I go back and forth in my feelings sometimes,' she said. Looking ahead, Kim wondered whether all the baggage attached to her would affect her future dating prospects.

While the two were together, Pete was often targeted online by West, who also publicly called out Kim and her family over coparenting issues. 'And there was a lot of guilt, he went through a lot because of my relationship.' It's a long time, I don't have random hookups,' she said. 'We had talks and talks, we had been talking about it, both of us communicating really well about it. Kim Kardashian Wants to Avoid 'Same Mistakes' In Dating Nearly A Year After Pete Davidson Split

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